I'm talking about spiritual development 

I started as nothing but never really grown 

Because I thought I'm at the last stage in it 

I'm really rejected by myself 

Even I'm feeling high in it 

I'm not near to God 

My insecurities are turning into my treasure 

I don't know but, 

I'm feeling as an extra piece which is a burden but not a burden 

Yeah my life doesn't make sense, so do my words too 

But when i talk about God i do make sense.