Thought last year was my end 

Did many mischievous things 

Where I pushed God far away from me 

Filled with regret, shame, and stupidity 

I really don't know myself 

Took many wrong steps 

Keep avoiding, forgotten my purpose

God is watching me 

I think he is disappointed in me

Life is a test where I fail every day 

I'm thinking about starting a new life 

God help me to the right decision.