Do you feel like you are gasping for air

Amidst the apparent constraints of the bright open fields?

Do you feel like the walls are closing in 

While you struggle in quicksand ?

Does laughter enamour you 

And giggles scare you?

Do bonds tie you to them 

But break you lose from yourself?

Do you think more

And live less?

Are you frightened by vitality?

Are you ecstatic or mundane ?

Are you breathing or heaving?

What is this unsaid giant loom of doom?

What is it that drives you?

What is it that makes you thrive?